Just another opinion ...

  Sometimes you find some people or you don`t, they just come to your life ... and they`re that kind of people you can talk about anything whit out looking like an idiot :))

   So one of the discussions was about things that you see or  happen like superstitions, those kind of things you once considered bullshit or just didn`t notice.

  It`s sort of something you believe in or just starting to believe in it, come say it`s God, soma say it`s Buddha, some  say it`s Thor ... it really doesn`t matter .... I believe in my Angel, i believe in aliens and the fact that we are not alone in this endless universe. I believe that you  get what you give, that everything happens for a reason  and everything will come to you at the right time ... ....

  All this week almost all the time when i looked at the watch/clock it happen that the numbers were similar or shown in mirror or the same numbers was shown three times. Than this night an owl crossed above the road in front of me .... and instantly i had a wired worm feeling ...as i like owls ... maybe some have no fucking clue what the fuck i`m talking about  ... well it`s sort of i believe in spirits. Yes, spirits as in animal spirit. And later one as i was having a walk whit this lovely "Smurf" we were talking and i was questioning myself if we`re going to see any hedgehog tonight ... 2 seconds after she`s pointing at one. That was a "WTF" moment then i smiled. It was a sign. It was maybe because i was good all day ..or at least that`s what i think. :P

 For some it may be shit, for some it could look like a normal day. To be honest i didn`t do much research on this and probably won`t do it too soon .  Sometimes i wish i could be able to see my angel and talk to him. 

 So at the end of the day what goes around comes around. Superstitions are no longer a superstition, you`re starting to see things different, stop questioning everything, getting closer to nature / moon / stars ... It`s sort of finding yourself ... unfortunately not all of us will get at this point ... put it like " not all of us are explorers " :).

  So in my opinion, all this religion thing is bullshit ... we all come from the same gene, theoretical we are all brothers and sisters and we are  not alone in this vast nothingness of space, we are connected whit each other and whit the whole universe in the same time.

About that ...

It starts like a joke, always. :))

 You saw her that day, she was so innocent whit that look in her eyes ... Whitout knowing she let you see more than she  thought you did. You notice than, she's a keeper, she has all you need ... All you were ever looking for ... It was all infront of you and yet you let her walk away. I can't blame you .... you can't trust people anymore and needer she. Now tell me, what's so special about her ?

Every little thing .... She's sort of like me ... She has a glow in her look that make you wanna hug and kiss her right there, i can tell she's the keeper  type, loyal, respectfull and loving girl, she doesn't like to ask for help even if you tell her you want and can help her. The way she touch's, the way she smile ... All those times she was biteing her lips .. She can make me melt just by looking in my eyes ... It feelt like she was looking through my eyes strait in my soul ... I can't put in words what i feel whit her around.

Thing is ... As much as i would like her i can't get any closer. Couse yah she got it all, but she scared the shit out of me.

 "Why ?"

 Well... She make me act like an idiot child around her, i can talk anything with her i like to listen to her, she makes me feel comfortable, she could easy take me out of my comfort zone whit out me enev noticing, give me butterflys, and she manages to calm me down whit out even trying. Ever feel like it`s the part that completes  you ? But knowing what i been through, what she's been through ... It's all about that trust you have left ... There's always have to be someone to ruin a beautifull person and make her lose it`s confidence/trust in people. And i`m 95% sure that  this is a  71% of today`s  people problem :p

All in one ... We may share the same feelings, want the same things, but we to scared to go on whit it or speak our minds freely, all this  just because we used to do it before whit the persons that showed us what it's like to fly closer to the sun and get your wings burned ... Hell of a fall.

 Some were out there ... There's still hope ... Couse everything happens for a reason ... And yah it's not ok, which means it's not the end. :)